Wednesday is the one year anniversary of my cancer diagnosis.
I have been getting so excited for that day to get here.
I have been in awe just thinking about how fast a year really goes by.
I am trying to remember life before cancer and it gets a little harder every day. I liken it to trying to remember life before children...it seems like a fairy tale, like it was make - believe.
I think I am starting to become a bit more like the old me - only better, wiser and a little more forgiving of the small stuff.
I finished Andrew's 1st year photo album this weekend.
I kept telling everyone how bad of a parent I feel like I must be because a year went by and I don't have very many photos to document this very important milestone in Andrew's life.
then I started collecting the photos of him and I realized that even though I don't have a ton of photos, the ones I do have are all so special. I have watched him grow into an amazing little person - he has such a fantastic personality - he is actually funny and I think he knows it.
Michael starts soccer tomorrow.
He is beyond excited.
He is so funny about it...asking all the logistical questions like:
Who is my coach? what field will we play on? will I get my uniform at the field? who is on my team?
...and he has been practicing in the yard with Dan. that boy has some skills for a 4 year old.
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today I had my mammogram.
it is amazing - the technology in breast imaging.
they found something...something very tiny.
I have a biopsy scheduled for Friday.
I will try my best to think positive thoughts.
please God - let it be nothing.
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